flashback !!

Its about 3 years ago, when I found a best friend. He is named “F” but I always called him conan because he loves cartoon called “Detective Conan”. I known him from my best friend called “R” because her bf was class mate from “F”. its about 3 years ago, when I was with them all. Me, “R” , “I”, and “F”..

R is my class mate, she was my best friend

I is R gf’s.

And Conan is best friend from “I”, where I and “F” were classmate..

(flashback)

I remember that day, I was 1 high school and get best friend called “R”. she was my best friend at class.

Then “R” said she asked me to accompany her to meet her bf in a place. And from this place I known “I” (R gf’s). But, “I” wasn’t came alone. He came with him best friend called “F”.

And from that day I knownn someone called “F”, the first impression I know him, he was so funny. We got a lot of simmiliar hobby.  From this way I feel comfort to talk with him. So, from that first meeting. Me , “R”. “I” and “F” often hang out together  and gathered. When we was gathered  “R” talked with “I” and me talked with “F” J

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In that time, me and “F” looked like couple,  I always stay talk with “F”.  “I” and “R” have already couple so I never disturb them. me and “F” are with our business.

For more months , me and “F” became so near..we are so fucken best friend although me and “F” never in relationship because I refused it when “F” told me that he loves me. I feel like in that time I didnt ready yet  to have bf because I was 15 years old in that time and “F” was one year older than me. So, I just feel like its too early to have a relationship , But “F” always understand and he said its ok, and he never changed and he still care although I refused him  to be my bf. “F” is someone who really kind, I could never forget that he always take me home and he always care on me, give me any gift , “F” always love anything I love, “F” is too kind . that’s too a lottttttt him of careness to me.. :’(

 Until one day , I must apart from “F” because something.

From 3 years more I never meet “F” again and until today I never meet “F” again.

mmmmm…

but now I wish I meet “F” anymore just to say that I missed him..

i never meet someone like “F” again in this world. He just mmmmm just so valuable and I lost him..